I've Written My FATE

Today I M The Only One In This Dark Sky,
I’ve Given Up Everything To Reach This High

I’ve Dug My Own Grave..Put My Very Life At Stake
Now Its Too Late To Realize My Folly, My Mistake

I’ve Lost The Love Of Everyone…Who Used To Care
Today They Just Look Through Me…..All I Get Is A Stare

My Peers Are Peers Just In Name….For Them I’m A Blank Cheque
I Feel Safe No More….There’s Always A Sword Dangling Above My Neck!!

Alas…I Can Blame No One But Me For All This,
My Greed For Money Ate Up All My Bliss!!

Today I’ve Got Power…But Yet I Feel So Very Weak,
My Body Maybe Strong…But Within I’ve Grown Meek

Today I’ve Got All Luxuries…But No One To Share
No One To Laugh At My Jokes…No One Who Cares.

The Distance Has Grown Wide…I’ve Left All Loved Ones Behind
But How Can I Blame Them?? I Was So Selfish!! So Unkind!!

I Am The One Who’s Solely Accountable For My Present State
With My Own Very Hands I’ve Written My Fate

I Know I’ll Shrivel And Die Unknown
All I Deserve Is A Coffin Of Stone!!


© Pearl Panthaki